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5 days until i start school again.
12 days until i start my 24 hour journey to see my family.
32 until i am home again with my boyfriend, and returning to my job but with a new, and better position.
113 days until i start another 24 hour journey to see my family, this time going to my old home.
roughly 80-90 days until my boyfriend and i take a cross-country trip to see his family.

i think i'd be a lot happier if i didn't always count down days.

lately,
i've been having nightmares. that wake me up in the middle of the night and render me unable to fall back asleep. sometimes i wake up crying.

my boyfriend is wonderful at comforting me and helping me fall back asleep. but he's not here tonight. and i'm scared to fall asleep.

so i got my hair cut..it's awesome. but i'm still trying to figure how to work it.



i need a holiday.

what i don't understand is that at random points during the day, i get the sudden urge to burst into tears, even when i'm in a good mood/something good is happening to me.